June 23, 2007

fragmented yesterdays


was reading the old posts..
hazy recollections, too faint to be certain.
the cheeriness, the metaphors, the dark thoughts,
familiar yet strangely distant.
could it have been that long ago?


was looking at the old pictures..
.. nights out, partying, drinking, camwhoring.
the faces, so young.. the smiles, so carefree.
i almost forgot how everything has changed.
surely it cant just be me?


was gonna start writing the overdue article..
.. but instead was reminded of the past.
the buried emotions, the memories left behind.
the melancholy gets to you sometimes.
is this how it is supposed to feel?

you dont realize how far ahead you are until you stop to look behind..

.. just make sure you get back on track soon enough.

5 comments:

Heids said...

:)

Ow3N~w3iHoN said...

ya know... funny enuf... i was going thru old photos and mementos on friday.. made me remember what great friends i had... and still have. hehe... i cherish them alot more now that i have these refreshed memories. and now i read ur article.. hahaha! how... weird.

Meldee said...

it's called growing up, dear :) but i do know how you feel. in a few years we'd be looking back at this point in time and thinking the same things. there's so much to look forward to *hugs* loveya lots *:)

aaron said...

i get plenty scared at all the friends I used to love but somehow drifted apart from.. so so horrible at keeping touch.. that's going STRAIGHT on this year's resolutions.

hope you're getting around to doing all of that which you planned to over the break. miss you heaps.

liss said...

=]

had such a good time with you and wei liam here, korr. gonna miss you guys when you leave! thanks for being lovely guests, making me laugh, and being absolute darlings all the time.

growing up.. im not ready to! il get that copy of the r.age from you when i get back this summer alright? i need to remember the first time something of mine went on print. hugs.

always good to hear from you. you have been keeping your resolutions.. you're better at keeping in touch than i could have thought!