April 12, 2006

self-inflicted pain

omg the agony
coming home with the first hints of gastric
to find the dustbin filled to the brim
and you have no choice
but to get rid of it
along with the empty cans, bottles and cardboard
bearing the smell
the weight
and the cold that hits you when you step outside
and after all that
gastric hits you in full blast
before you even reach the door
plus you have run out of relief pills
even after a huge serving of cereal
it doesnt quench the pain at all
so you stuff yourself silly
with biscuits and fried fishballs
take a long hot shower
and start tending to dinner
you chop the chicken, carrots and mushrooms
and SCREAM when you see
a huge fat squirmy black worm cum catterpillar
crawling out of the lettuce
staring at you straight in the eye
sending goosebumps to the bones
so dinner ends up with no greens
but takes up way too much stomache space
because the gastric keeps working itself up
until you cant even stand up straight
on this wretched wednesday night.

pictures!
vyanne threw a party for her boy mak:

our place looks so pretty!; part of the food




it was supposed to be a surprise... but he knew!




My lovelies: Hui Ting& Vyanne; Ted




a sharp wish; the enthusiasm




easter bunnies!(the chocolate and human versions)


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